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One of my favorite poems is The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost. Its message is commonly misunderstood; it isn't basic and superficial stuff of greeting cards. Frost's poem is ironic, it's about writing and rewriting our history; it's not about a better road; it's not an anthem of independence. The road I choose to tread upon is interchangeable with others I may choose. And whatever road we choose to take, we may have opposing feelings: glad, or regretful. But either way, the time which passes is lost. Acceptance is necessary, owning our decisions, our history, our story, is necessary. Is it so bad to experience a thorny road taken? I wouldn't be who I am today, all the more wise, from certain thorny roads I chose to take.
A few years ago, I started down a road that changed me forever. And now, as a result of that path, I'm going through a transitional time. I learned from that road taken and with the decisions I made, that I'm about to embark on another road. Though I'm about to go on a path treading into the unknown, I will at least own that I -- much like Robert Frost's The Road Not Taken -- am seeking to find meaning in an arbitrary decision.
TL;DR version: Whatever I'm facing and what happens after, it's because what happens will happen...and God allows it.
More to come, also art updates.
Pax vobiscum. Deo Gratias.
A few years ago, I started down a road that changed me forever. And now, as a result of that path, I'm going through a transitional time. I learned from that road taken and with the decisions I made, that I'm about to embark on another road. Though I'm about to go on a path treading into the unknown, I will at least own that I -- much like Robert Frost's The Road Not Taken -- am seeking to find meaning in an arbitrary decision.
TL;DR version: Whatever I'm facing and what happens after, it's because what happens will happen...and God allows it.
More to come, also art updates.
Pax vobiscum. Deo Gratias.
My style has changed.
Looking at some of my older pieces, I feel a little disappointed (and will be sending many to scraps). I've changed as an artist; I'd say for the better. I haven't drawn "fan art" in a long time, and I don't really miss it. My love of gaming does inspire me, and a part of me would like to do some more Zelda or Phantasy Star pieces. The thing is: manga and comic book style of art isn't really my schtick these days. Landscapes and still life is more my thing. I could do fan art landscapes (Dune, or even PSII Paseo would be interesting) but I would much rather do some astronomy art, or a still life with pomegranates (utilizing that cadmium red!). Never say never, but I can't imagine doing fan art again. Painterly is my style and I think it's here to stay. But it would be nice to have the time to submit art, in any case. I'm still trying to balance working full time, being a graduate student, and I hit the gym 3/4 days a week. It's tough finding time to paint, but as soon as I'm done with
Blue period?
Currently listening to: The Smiths: What Difference Does It Make? Drinking: Uh... juice. Not fermented. Alas. I can't believe it's been a year since I last updated with a journal entry. 2023 was... not a good year. I don't want to get into why it wasn't a good year. If you happen to watch the show The Chosen (amazing show, btw), Simon's and Eden's marriage is very much a mirror of my own marriage! If you watch the show and are aware of their experiences, then you'll understand what I'm referring to. Nonetheless, I'd rather focus on positives, because perspective matters: my spouse is my rock, graduate school is going well, and I'm about to go back to work after taking some leave. The thing about experiencing a loss and/or a traumatic event is that it has enabled a LOT of artistic inspiration. I have ALL kinds of artistic ideas that I'd like to start; mostly depressing ideas, but... maybe I'm entering my own Blue Period -- ha. The only foreseeable problem with this, is that for the
Seasons Greetings
I love this time of year: the lights, the colors, the joy, the celebrations. I even like Christmas music. I'm no grinch! I'm looking forward to taking a few days off for the holidays. And drinking lots of spiced wine. Graduate school is going well, but I'm just done with this semester and ready for it to end. Some news: I have been experiencing a lot of chronic muscle pain aaaaaand - I had a bunch of tests done, and a physician believes I have fibromyalgia. Actually, another doctor in the past suspected I had it then, and it does make sense. I'm meaning to get a new primary care doc and get an official dx. The best way I can describe my pain is feeling like I've been in a car accident, as I just hurt all over. Muscle relaxers DO help, and so does ibuprofen and my heating blanket. For 2023 I endeavor to paint more, so I'm looking forward to creating more art, despite the business of working full time and being a grad student. Happy Holidays, everyone - Merry Christmas and all the
The road goes ever on and on
Life is mega busy, as usual. I'm hoping things will calm the heck down at some point, because I truly do think I am doing "too much" sometimes. Know what I mean? We didn't get a chance to go on vacation this Summer, as my spouse landed a new and exciting work project. It's a bummer to delay vacation time, but I am so excited for him as it's a promotion of sorts. We are planning to visit Italy next Summer, of course. I am all registered for Fall semester and I am really excited about that, too. Anyway, I picked up playing Phantasy Star II again after many years of putting off playing that game. I just defeated Neifirst and man, what a shame to lose Nei; I am seeing similar themes Phantasy Star IV picked up from Phantasy Star II. I have to say, Shir's stealing has me cracking up! This game is a lot of fun; for me, it's not on the level of Phantasy Star I, but it absolutely surpasses Phantasy Star III. I started a couple Phantasy Star II sketches, and I hope to submit something soon.
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