Changes

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In processing some recent changes I was thinking of Heraclitus. When I was studying philosophy as an undergrad, reading presocratics such as Heraclitus and Parmenides gave me a headache and almost drove me mad. "All is in flux," versus "there is no change." (Me back then: "WHUT?")
Sure, Heraclitus and Parmenides were Greek dudes who questioned the Universe. But I'm thinking about Heraclitus in particular because there's a certain quote of his that resonates: "the only constant is change."  As a student, I didn't really think too much about Heraclitus' writings because I was too busy writing papers. Now, in some respects, I think Heraclitus was winning.

I've experienced so much change in the last few months. I found out this week that my job position was being eliminated due to administrative restructuring. Yesterday was my last day; it's been a lot to process and so quickly. If my former journal entries were of any indication, my intuition was on alarm; a lot of professors were just let go along with the elimination of some majors, and I had a feeling, an inclination, that the end was near. Still, no matter now much you anticipate something, though, shock still happens, because following such news your mind then sorts out the important questions, such as when's my health insurance expiring? (Answer for me: yesterday, my last day.) 

Anyway, despite some initial struggles, I'm now happily embracing this professional change. I'm going to focus on my spirituality and trust in God and His plan. Maybe I'll stick with my field, maybe I'll delve into something new; maybe I'll go back to school, too. But one thing is for certain: I'll enjoy some time off and will be able to do ART; finish some projects and start new ones,  so stay tuned to see St. Francis of Assisi completed. In fact, I have a series of St. Francis of Assisi pieces I plan to do, including but not limited to St. Francis receiving the stigmata. 

Lots of love to everyone, and I hope you all are well. xx

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